Feb 28 2010
Dreams
I woke this morning from a blissful dream where the laptop miraculously started working again, and I was getting all the weight loss nutrition I needed, to the harsh reality that I’m still not sorting out my weight properly and the computer is being even weirder than it was yesterday.
I have to face facts on both counts, that I need to motivate myself. I thought I was doing okay, but the stress of the past few days and the laptop not working correctly, has me so freaked out that I’m not going to be able to keep up with my income, my writing, or my work that I’ve been not paying attention to what I’m doing with regards food. I’ve had days where I don’t eat until 1 p.m. and then, of course, I eat too much.
There was however some other useful things in my dream that pertain to the story I’m currently trying to work on. I’m a bit hesitant to try and type them up, but I think in part of my backing things up before the computer goes in for service. I will print out what I have of the story so far, and start handwriting on it.